Thursday, December 15, 2011

James Lilypad

I could see the soft trace of stubble on your chin.
Your nose twitching just slightly as you breathe.
You don't like your haircut, but I love the way it falls on your forehead.
You look so vulnerable,
So innocent.
I feel at  home tucked under your arm;
In the dead of the night,
My leg riding up yours.
The steady pace of your chest rising.
The warmth of your body penetrating the coldness of mine.
I want to tell you that I love you.
But I don't want to be the only one. 

- Shammy 12/15/11 11:43am 

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Colour Me Grey

I didn’t hear the seagulls this morning.
I didn’t see the sun come up 
Or the sky light up.

Theres so much pain in my heart.
It's consuming my soul.
How do I get rid of it?

I don’t know how to talk to people anymore.
I want to.
I want to be okay again.
How do I do it?

It’s all in my head.
I can feel it getting bigger,
And bigger still. 
Im going to explode soon.

I feel too much.

Too many weaknesses,
I need to be stronger.
I need to be bold.
Like how I was.

- Shammy 12/8/11